Taking some time away from everything… gonna focus on myself for once.Not that anyone would notice I’m gone but sometimes going back is a step forward in finding one’s self. All my bottled up emotions and thoughts aren’t helping me. Also I shouldn’t bring anyone else into what I’m going through because it’s my internal battle with my self and my inner demons, it’s something that I have to over come on my own. So for those that had kind words and advise thanks. For those that don’t know it’s just that after all the these years having lost someone… Having a family meme er die in your arms without you being able to break free from the pain… It takes it toll and makes you crash into other aspects of your life. (at Crandon Beach Miami Fl)
~Putting holes in happiness.
We’ll paint the future black
If it needs a color.
My death sentence is now a story
Who’ll be digging when you finally let me die?
The romance of our assassination
If you’re Bonnie, I’ll be your Clyde.
But the grass is greener here and
I can see all of your snakes.
You wear your ruins well
Please run away with me to hell.~ (at Dania beach near the Pier)
~She’s sticking needles in her skin
I turn with an ugly grin
Her canvas doesn’t leave a lot, to fantasy
But her peace of mind, can’t stay inside the lines
It’s so, confusing, the methods that she’s using
She knows she shouldn’t leave a mark, that I can see
Will she ever find, one million of a kind~ (at Dania beach near the Pier)